Mom, what's the matter, Jaz?
He did it again, he hit me
He did what? Calm down okay, calm down
I’ma kill him

Listen to me
I’ma kill him, I know I’ma kill him, mama
Listen to me, get your stuff and come home
I can’t come home, mama, I’ma kill him, I’ma do it

I'm sitting contemplating
Is it worth it, should I take it?
Take that shot and change my life
Get that glock and take his life

Hospitals and bloody noses
This would end all, I suppose
That I could leave, knowing I can’t leave
So it’s either him or me

’Cause he’s gon' kill me if I stay, I know
Gon' kill me, he can’t change, I know
From the first time that he did it
Made a promise that he'd quit it

s***, it’s gotten so much worse
Don't wanna end up in a hearse
I guess I gotta do it first
Guess I gotta do it first

I can’t go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
((BUT WHERE TO GO?)), cops, I hear them comin’
And if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong, just call me guilty

’Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty

I did it, pulled the trigger
It wasn't so hard, go figure
Before I did it I said
"This was for all the blood I shed"

For all the women who've gone through this s***
Can't think of what to do, this s***
((DONE TORE 'EM UP INSIDE AND OUT))
Whose still tryna get out

He's gon' kill you if you stay, I know
I've been through this, so, yes, I know
I know he promised that he'd quit it
If you believe him, girl, forget it, s***

You know I'm right
Don't wanna see him take your life
And it will only just get worse
That's why I had to do it first

I can’t go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
((BUT WHERE TO GO?)), cops, I hear them comin’
And if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong, just call me guilty

’Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty

There's so much blood, I grab my stuff
But before I could leave the cops busted in
"You have the right to remain silent"
No, I have the right to stay alive
But guess what, I'd do it again

He woulda killed me before I killed him
It woulda been him up in this building
It woulda been him fakin’ tears
But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here

I can’t go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
((BUT WHERE TO GO?)), cops, I hear them comin’
And if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong, just call me guilty

’Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty